POP!

So today I was trying to decide what to wear. I finally picked a blue, plaid shirt that once was my sister's. I was in the middle of buttoning it up and one of the button's popped off! Like I knew it was going to be tight but I didn't know it was going to be this serious. Maybe I need to lose a little weight? Dunno but probably. I know I am not overweight but I know I am definitely not skinny!!! Stupid blue, plaid shirt! It made me realise that I have a problem!  

~Wannabe

Breaking away

Practically all my life I've tried to be someone else, whether it be my sisters, friends or people I didn't even know. Now i know that all that was stupid. Trying to be someone else is not fun at all. People can tell if you're faking something and you end up looking foolish. This is why now I want to break away from all that. The only problem is that it's hard to break away from something that I've done my entire life. Pretending to be someone I'm not is all I ever do. This is all I know. Being myself is the challenge.I DON'T KNOW HOW! HELP PLEASE! ANYBODY! HELP!

~Wannabe

There goes another one

Since January, I've been losing some of my best friends. First, it started when two of my besties, Anna and Linda, since kindergarten started hanging out with a couple of girls in my class. Then it turned into a fully fledged clique. They do EVERYTHING together now! Next (more recently), I started making more friends but they started getting pis**d off at me because I am sometimes ignorant and a jerk. After that (the most recently), my best friend, Mandy, started getting really colose to this girl in her class named Gail. She just had a sleepover with her AND they went shopping. It takes me soooo much effort to convince Mandy to go shopping with me but suddenly Gail can make she go just like that?!? I don't know what I'd do without Mandy. She's been with me through a lot and I love sooooo much. I think it would just hurt too much if I lost her. I've told her how I felt but I don't know if she understands the way I feel. I f anyone has had or does have a situation like me, please help me! I don't think I can cope well enough with this!
~Wannabe

Touch Screen Technology!

Dolphin!

I got this new phone and I'm really excited about it! I call it my dolphin cause it's BLUE! It has touch screen technology! Oooooh! Aaaaaah! It's a a definite huge step-up from my old, mean cellphone. Did you know they don't even make that brand of phone anymore? It was also my older sister's phone before it was mine. Wow, hand-me-dowms always seem to find me! Anyway, I reallly like my new phone! It's sooooooo petty and shiny! Ever heard of ADOS? It's Attention Deficit OH SHINY! Yep, most people have it. Mainly girls. Ever wondered why they say diamonds are girl's best friend?

~Wannabe

Appreciating food makes me grumpy

So today, some people in my youth group, including me, are not eating food all day because it's the 30 hour famine. The 30 hour famine was created by World Vision so people could raise money for kids that don't have food while not eating. It's like living 30 hours in the life of a hungry kid. We started this morning at 12am and it ends tomorrow at 6am. It really makes you appreciate food. Right now, it's lunch at school and I'm surrounded by the scents of food like hamburgers, curry and oranges. It kinda sucks but I'm surviving! I'm really grumpy, though, and my friends are really getting pissed off at me cause they're pissing me off. All you believers out there (and none-believers, too!) please pray that I don't bite my arm off in desperate hunger!
~Wannabe

Jerks and Mean Cellphones

My cellphone does not like me. It does bad things to me. The first thing that happened was I was texting my friend, let's call her Cassidy, and she was being a world class jerk so I sent her a text that said:
You're such a jerk but you wouldn't even realize it! You hurt people!
And I sent it. I get a message back from another friend, let's call him Sam, saying:
Excuse me but what did I do?
That was all confusing until I realized that the text about Cassidy being a jerk went to Sam instead! I felt horrible. I didn't even want to touch my phone for the longest time. Sam still hates me for sending him that text and he won't talk to me even though I have sent him numerous apologies. So that was incident numero uno.
The rest happened within a span of 15 minutes. I grabbed my phone and was about to leave for school and I ran into a doorknob. Yes a doorknob. Not a door but a doorknob. Anyway, after that I was walking down the hallway to the kitchen to grab my luch and I wasn't watching were I was going and... I RAN INTO A WALL! My luck and karma is terrible. I want to say that was the end of the pain and torture but, sadly, it wasn't. I, then, proceeded to trip down the stairs and land face first. YAY! Not. My phone seriously hates me.
~Wannabe