Thoughts on the way home from school

My nail polish is chipped
There's a blister on the back of my heel
My hair is a bit too frizzy
And makeup can't hide my acne that well
I crave attention and I care too much what others think of me
I don't know what I'm doing and I don't really know who I am
But I do know that I deserve better than what I have right now
I deserve to be happy
I deserve to love and be loved
I deserve someone who'll always reply to my texts
I deserve someone who knows my favourite colour and my favourite song
I deserve someone who would always pick me to be on their team first
I deserve someone who knows when I need a hug and who treats me like their equal
I know I don't deserve the best
But I definitely deserve better than this