In homeroom, we are talking about friendships. Things like what makes a quality relationship and what do you value in a relationship? For some reason, I want to cry everytime we talk about loyalty and being loyal to the friends you have or had and standing up and by your friends forever. I hate it. I know if I start crying, I won't be able to stop crying. It's so.... not right! Why do I get to cry forever when everyone else is having a perfect life in their perfect bubble?!?!?! And last night, (I won't explain the whole story) I stayed up until 2am and finally fell asleep, crying! Why am I suddenly so emotional?!?!!? WHAT DID I DO TO FEEL THIS WAY CONSTANTLY?!?!?!?!?!?
~Wannabe
:( Maybe you should talk about it with someone. I think it's probably a misunderstanding between you and your friends. If you tell them how you feel you can clear things up. And I guarantee you that your friends who sound as if they're making you cry DON'T have a perfect life. They're probably just as sad as you are. TALK ABOUT IT WITH SOMEONE!
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ReplyDeletei know what you feel! so many friend of mine are just letting me go and forgetting me! but they are my old friends cuz now i have new ones and LOYAL ones including you! your a good person and just so you know, im not in my little happy life in my bubble. many times, i cry myself to sleep, and at school im really happy to have you and gramma kama, and liquid. your life isnt crappy cuz you have me!!! your not the only one and im pretty sure every one in our class has been thru this b4!!!!!!! if your unloyal friends make you so sad, leave them, let them go, i know its hard, but thats what i did. and now that i have loyal friends, thats why i dont want kamarama to change schools! your not alone organmay!!!!!!!!!!!
- eva
First of all, no body has a perfect life. No one. Secondly, throughout your life, you're going to lose friends but you're also going to gain them. It happens. Friends can get distant from each other as they grow and their interests change. Crying isn't necessarily a bad thing that you should be ashamed of. A good cry can actually be good for you. And try to see the glass half full. I'm sure there's plenty of things in your life to be grateful about.
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