Build a bridge and get over it

You know, after everything that happened last year, I really need to get over some things. I keep holding on to them because I don't want to change the way I feel. First, I need to let go of the fact that, yes, Mandy has new friends, like Gail and Cate, and a boyfriend, Nate, but she is making more of an effort I guess to hang out with me but she still doesn't always include me. I should just be grateful for the fact she doesn't hate me. I need to get over the fact that she hurt me last year but now she is sorry and also has forgiven me. Second, I need to get over the idea that I don't have any friends because I actually do but I didn't acknowledge the fact that I did! I still have Teresa and Ginny and Evangeline and Megan (who, thank God!, doesn't hate me) and I am quite able to make new friends so I shouldn't be moping around around, thinking I'm a loner. And finally, I need to get over Dave. Why? Because I doubt he'll ever like me and I really just want to be friends with him. Liking him isn't getting me anywhere so I guess I'll just leave it at that. That's really all I want now, to be friends with him. Anyway, I hope this year is better than the last and I enjoy it!
~Wannabe